台Taivo A Taiwan Mandarin dictionary

苦痛

kǔtòng

ㄎㄨˇ ㄊㄨㄥˋ

Example

雖然虛偽、苦痛還有破碎的夢伴隨著我，但這仍然是一個美麗的世界。

suīrán xūwèi kǔtòng háiyǒu pòsuì de mèng bànsuí zhe wǒ dàn zhè réngrán shì yíge měilì de shìjiè

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams; it is still a beautiful world.

Keep 苦痛 and it comes back until you know it.