台Taivo A Taiwan Mandarin dictionary

徨

huáng

ㄏㄨㄤˊ

Example

到了多少歲之後，我才能變得不會輕易地被某些東西傷害，沮喪，旁徨失措呢。

dàoliǎo duōshao suì zhīhòu wǒ cáinéng biànde búhuì qīngyì de bèi mǒuxiē dōngxi shānghài jǔsàng páng huáng shīcuò ne

At what age will I be able to withstand what now hurts me so easily, makes me disheartened and anxious?

Keep 徨 and it comes back until you know it.